Loosing you the most powerful pain

2018 August 13

Created by Lynne 5 years ago

 

I still can't sleep. 

The loss of you is a wound so deep.

My mind recorded the times we had.
Knowing there will be no more memories makes me sad.

I struggle for answers to what went wrong. 
I'll miss you my whole life, however long.

My world has changed to black and gray. 
My tears have dried up, not every day.

I don't think my heart will heal. 
I still can't accept that this is real.

Keeping you close is not enough.
Happiness and smiling is so tough.

I don't know who I am; I only know I'm not me. 
A mother who lost her child is what people see.

How can I go on without you here? 
Ill look for you in heaven, until then I'll remember the Robin,

I'm trusting my God and the promises he said.
I picture a beautiful reunion in my head.

One more day, just one more time to hold my child 
and ease my mind.

I hope you knew how much you meant 
and how much I loved the child God sent.

My heart, my soul will never be the same. 
I will always cry inside when I hear your name.

I can't erase the day you left; it will always haunt me.
A life cut short, a scream in the night, something not meant to see.

The wound I have from losing you is a wound like no other, 
a broken heart of a grieving mother.

Tonight I can't sleep.
My pain's too deep
because I am missing you.